What Joel said; Wherever we are is really by GOD's timing alone.

How true. I would dare to affirm this by saying that if I did not go through life this way I would not have known GOD the way I am now. Maybe I may still know and grow in GOD. But hey, this is GOD's plan, HE knew the best. HE knew in this way that I went through life I will know HIM more and become plan of what HE planned me to be in HIM. In short, HE knew the very best.

And what else to say that I am really thankful to GOD for my life, whatever joy/pain I went through. HE was and still is faithful. Nothing is by mistake. (:

But looking back and reflect makes me come to knowing that I need GOD in my life even more. I need HIM every moment.(:

Thank YOU GOD (: Thank YOU for giving YOURself on the cross and changing me to what you made me to be. In YOUR image.

Jesus I need You
As Lord of my life
I give all I have unto You
Lord I want to come
Under Your heavenly hand
And to praise You in all that I do

Father I thank You
For all that You've done
You gave Your Son freely for me
And I praise You for calling me
Drawing me near
Out of blindness
You caused me to see

Verse 2:
Spirit of life
You are God's holy fire
You've kindled my heart with Your blaze
And I know You're refining me
Changing my life
And by faith You're revealing Your ways

Verse 3:
Jesus I need You
As Lord of my life
I give all I have unto You
Lord I want to come
Under Your heavenly hand
And to praise You in all that I do

GOD may you show me more of YOUR love and help make me more like YOU and for YOUR glory. SPIRIT I pray that YOU will help me and give me the strength to make choices not base on my human emotions or wisdom but my choice will be make in YOU. JESUS I need you and to really learn to follow YOUR example to obey the FATHER and praise YOU in all that I do

Graham and Serene's Wedding. It was a simple but yet beautiful wedding! (: Everything just pass like a dream. Can't believe these two that I've known for so many years (I was p6, they were j2) are married! Graham was and is still someone I looked up to as a brother,leader,mentor. Serene is like a sister to me and she's very nice to talk to. She's one of the most caring person I know (:

Thank GOD for bringing them together and now they are finally married (: THANK GOD (:

Ivan shared a very simple message one thing that caught my ears. "We are married to CHRIST first (:"

Yup. Am tired. Short update.

Thank GOD (: and congrats Mr and Mrs Choo (:

But the voice of truth tells me a different story

And the voice of truth says "Do not be afraid!"
And the voice of truth says "This is for My glory"
Out of all the voices calling out to me
I will choose to listen and believe the voice of truth~ From parts of the song "Voice Of Truth" Casting Crowns.

Well it's really been a tough week. But i would say. Worth going through week. It was tough on me. Feeling really alone in this fight (Mid sem test) Voices of anger,pain,hurts storms in esp when I am so tired. But when finally I am still enough. I hear the gentle voice telling me "Don't be scared. Trust ME. I am GOD. I am here."

"My heart sings for joy! O my LORD, my GOD! YOU have been so good to me and YOU have loved me still, even when I am so far. I praise YOU! For YOUR voice are unlike those "other voices that is telling me that I am weak and giving me nothing but hopelessness,distrust,reminding of my hurts from the past" YOUR voice comes in a still small voice that is always encouraging and giving me hope and strength and courage! YOUR voice reminded me too that I must trust YOU and that YOU believed in me. O LORD, it is because YOU BELIEVE, that is why I can do it in YOU and WITH YOU! I Love my dear FATHER GOD, Without YOU ,YOUR SON JESUS & the gentle SPIRIT. I will never have come this far and finding so much hope in YOU. Thank YOU LORD!"

Amen~!

Last paper tomorrow!

LORD THIS IS FOR YOUR GLORY! (:

It's really hard this sem. I am doing pretty well for my papers. But why is my heart so heavy and downcast? But nevertheless I will praise GOD with all my heart and strength. I will still love HIM more. I will still push on for HIM. I will still trust that HE is my strength that lead me thus far. and HE will keep leading me on. Even when I am tired,stress,finding no meaning in this rush of test. GOD will be my strength. I will go on. Even in the storm I will ride on. HE is my GOD,my best friend. (:

What a great start! woo. 4 more to go! 1 really really hard one tomorrow and the rest. Will be much more easy. GOD's grace GOD's grace!!! RWAR!

Tired of studying. So much to cover for Mid sem test along. Part of me were asking what have I been doing for the past 7 weeks? But it's not that bad. i am finishing up most of the module for the test.

Tired it's better to push on right? Than to fall.

But i say. Tired. Better pray for more strength and hold on to GOD.